fOr the paSt few days ... i'm somehow feelin wierd and lost " maybe "
read a post on facebook by one of my dearest ...straight after that brought tears down unknowingly.
i have never felt like this at any point of my life ...
emotionally unstable.
maybe it's due to the long hours of work without rest ..and the things i see in everyday life....
old lady with very bad back collectin carton with push cart.......
a despression gal breaking down in the middle of no where... the poor bf tryin his best to calm her down...
so many sad things in life all appearin in front of my eyes ....
drained me down completely ... even though i'm fortunate comparing to those people ...
another part of me was infact tellin me ... ending everything would have been the best solution.
i'm drained and for once i admit .... i'm emotionally unstable ..
