Saturday, December 26, 2009
merry Xmas to all - 26th dec 09
1:18 AM
This xmas left me a cold chill from within.Dwelling on a question i can no longer answer..Have i really change...i can feel the changes in me...everything seems to be so icy and frozen...is my life birthday wishes coming thru...Every year i'm always wishing for a heart that's so hard, dark and cold.so as to not get hurt anymore. That suites the look on my face...Am i really getting it.kind of frightens me when i can feel i'm becoming more n moreicy towards alot of things...Or am i just building an ice castle, keeping myself safe in within.waiting for my right one to melt my world down ??what have gone wrong ?one too many weddin dinner i have attended ?am i losing faith, that i have live my life so strongly on believing ?icy cold white xmas....
