Lying there,
enjoying the soft comfort,
of what mother natures' created.
Taking sometime of myself,
wandering..
Life's kind of a little lost on my side.
A mix feeling constantly flowing
through, while i'm awake or asleep.
To some extend i can feel,
somethings missing.
Yet can never pin point to the core.
Maybe it's the weather these days.
Always wet and cold..
That can somehow,
make a person crave for the warm comfort,
that can be found in a lovers' hug.
The warm feeling of being in love
that flows through,
so naturally.
Neither have i lost the faith of
finding my soulmate,
nevertheless am i searching for the right one.
Seems like everything in me just froze.
Can feel that my heart's being sealed up.
Still.. for those that understand me,
knows that.. there's something not right
about me.
What is it, i'm not sure myself.
Am i losing my balance of life?
Have i lost hope totally?
Am i a different person now,
that i don't even know myself anymore?
Answers to those,
might have frozen with what little left of me.
Frozen...
Monday, December 17, 2007
- To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia !!!!
Came across this sentence from a friend,
it's so true.
Practically staring blankly at this page,
lost.. not knowing what to write about.
Guess i'll try write something out of this.
Crowded walkway,
Filled with strangers.
Walking shoulder to shoulder,
brushes against each other.
A silent message being pass through
Taking comfort of each existence.
An unspoken truth hidden beneath,
as many have not found what
they have been searching for.
Taking comfort from another,
subconsciously wishing for a shoulder
to lean on,
someone there to care for,
or to be sheltered by one's love.
The young, old, fat, thin
ugly, beautiful, kind and cruel.
All need their daily dosage of
anesthesia..
Keeping them numb and warm with what
life's painted for them.
Numbing themselves away with comfort.
Leaving them feeling high at the state
of subconsciousness.
To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia !
just a simple sentence,
yet carries so much weight.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
All my life i have u,
standing beside me at times
of good and bad.
Ur always there, sharing my joy
and my tears.
Being my mentor, and my preacher
hearing me out at every of tracks of life.
Today i would like to take this opportunity
to thank all the fellow knights and princesses
in my world.
For being there all this while.
i live a life of no regrets for in this life,
i have all of you.
Walking down the road of think and thin with.
My dearest, you have me in ur life too ya,
never forget to call upon me if u ever needed me
to be around.
May we live this fruitful life to the max,
just having all of u, side by side.
Thank You.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Days kind of weird for the past week.
As memories of the past, present and future
collides.
Leaving nothing but a tear drop.
Old wounds seem to hurt at the mercy of
the cold weather.
Bring more lonely nights to the heart.
Yet, i need to move on in life.
A life never seem real,
for everything appears so fake.
A contradiction of what i believe in.
Never here nor there.
When i'm asleep..
only do i wish i will never wake up
from the beautiful dream i'm in.
Casting away all sorrows,
holding on to non heart breaking memories,
just being lifted by a sensational feeling
of what love should be all about.
For i can only find what i'm looking for,
in land of my dreams.
Dreams for reality.
Sunday, December 9, 2007
For all of ya,
that's always feeling so lost.
Do urself a favor,
go watch this link
http://video.google.com/googleplayer.swf?docId=5547481422995115331&hl=en-CA
interesting, yet so true