Saturday, December 26, 2009
merry Xmas to all - 26th dec 09
1:18 AM
This xmas left me a cold chill from within.
Dwelling on a question i can no longer answer..
Have i really change...
i can feel the changes in me...
everything seems to be so icy and frozen...
is my life birthday wishes coming thru...
Every year i'm always wishing for a heart that's so hard, dark and cold.
so as to not get hurt anymore. That suites the look on my face...
Am i really getting it.
kind of frightens me when i can feel i'm becoming more n more
icy towards alot of things...
Or am i just building an ice castle, keeping myself safe in within.
waiting for my right one to melt my world down ??
what have gone wrong ?
one too many weddin dinner i have attended ?
am i losing faith, that i have live my life so strongly on believing ?
icy cold white xmas....
