Hey, life kind of speeding up
moving at such fast pace.
Think somehow change me into a
much better person as a whole.
After so many met up with old buddies
during the chinese new year period.
Left a thought that kept me wondering
for the past weeks.
Seeing most of my friends married
and with kids.
Put a smile on my face,
yet left a scar in my heart.
Leaving me in deep thoughts,
what have i been doing all these years.
Burying myself with hatred and
never ending of justice not made.
Had somehow turns me into a runner.
Running away every second i can,
unable to face reality.
Even though i put up a strong outlook.
During this period of time,
i have met lots of new friend
as well knowing friends the 2nd time
of my life, after losing contact for more than 12 years.
To the both of ya, ^^
the 2 lovely princess,
Cindy and Jade
Thank you.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity
of knowing both of u after all this years.
Sorry i yet to recall how i know u and how u look
like when younger. hehee ^^
Along the past weeks,
a dear friend look at me,
and ask me a question that shocked me.
Aj, u seem to be searching for something.
i can't give her any answer, cos people around me
and myself do not and can't come out
with what i'm searching for.
Than she said,
U are searching for the
STRENGTH
the strength that will push u forward
in achieving what u have been aiming for.
Her word left me stunned.
For such a common yet simple word of daily live
i can't even see it.
She woke up a big part of me.
which left me thinking.
Thoughts of things maybe i have
dream of yet never dare admit
or see it.
Thank you, Vanessa for waking me up.
Cheers and may u find the happiness u're
searching for and the career u're aiming at.
Thru' this shortest period of my life
so many things happened.
Sorting out my life,
detailing every steps to be taken,
planning what should be done,
what to face.
Filled up my days for the past weeks.
whahaha i can say one thing.
OmG, so damn drained hehee.
but what the heck,
if it's gonna bring me to where i want.
These are very small things even to mention.
Hopefully i can continue blogging for 3 years.
as i have given myself 3 years to
get out all the shit i'm in and bring myself
to the place i wanna be.
Seeing friends married,
having a kid.
I want my little gal as well ^^
a little princess that i can pamper and
dote whahah think i'm going crazy.
But that will be the ultimate goal
i will be aiming at though.
wish me luck ya.
Stumble upon a friends' blog today.
something that kind of upset me a little.
well people, somehow my past threads
have been taking about relationships.
Keep word in a relation,
is to keep it simple.
Once it's simple.
everything will be perfect.
Dearest, love is something
to give without expecting,
trust without questioning.
always placing urself in
the other party's shoe
of how he/she will feel
goes a long long way.
when met up with problems,
work it out hand in hand.
not pushing the blame
to each other,
or bearing all the faults,
in self conviction.
In love there's no such thing.
If they exist, u might wanna
have second thoughts about everything.
If a break up if such a simple
meaningless words that can be uttered
out at the verge of anger.
without any hesitation,
u ought to really spare some thoughts.
Think about it !
Sorry For the slow updates..
hahah i don't even know,
anyones' reading what i wrote lol
whahah anyway ...
Thank you my friends,
bro's and sis's
for being there.