Lying there,
enjoying the soft comfort,
of what mother natures' created.
Taking sometime of myself,
wandering..
Life's kind of a little lost on my side.
A mix feeling constantly flowing
through, while i'm awake or asleep.
To some extend i can feel,
somethings missing.
Yet can never pin point to the core.
Maybe it's the weather these days.
Always wet and cold..
That can somehow,
make a person crave for the warm comfort,
that can be found in a lovers' hug.
The warm feeling of being in love
that flows through,
so naturally.
Neither have i lost the faith of
finding my soulmate,
nevertheless am i searching for the right one.
Seems like everything in me just froze.
Can feel that my heart's being sealed up.
Still.. for those that understand me,
knows that.. there's something not right
about me.
What is it, i'm not sure myself.
Am i losing my balance of life?
Have i lost hope totally?
Am i a different person now,
that i don't even know myself anymore?
Answers to those,
might have frozen with what little left of me.
Frozen...