Weathers been bad recently,
more or less it does affect my mood.
There's still this scent in the air,
scent of mixed feelings.
For those in love,
the scent smell sweet n comforting.
Feeling the warm of ur love one beside
in the cold cold night.
As for those lonely soul,
well the scent brought despairs,
lonely hearts crying out in the dark.
Feeling no warm,
but chilled down mine spine.
Look into the mirror,
i see pass beyond what's reflected.
No longer i see myself.
For my eyes, filled up with tears.
All i see is blood,
flowing out from my heart,
with no visible cut insight.
Asking myself,
why does it always hurt so much,
is it the deeper u fall,
the deeper it cuts.
Maybe it's love at first sight,
from the day i saw you,
that day you made my head turn.
No longer i can resist,
but fallen to point of no return.
Having a pair of wings,
that doesn't recall how to fly.
Falling deeper, deeper and deeper.
till the surrounding turns pitch black,
feeling nothing but cold.
In pure darkness i can only silently for.
A place,
where dream comes true.