The long wait - 2nd Oct 2007
In the dark, though i can't feel any familiar senses.
But deep in me, i hold on to the precious memories of my life so dearly.
No doubt, sweet bitter mixed.
It's the love that kept me going all this years.
*A little bit of who i am:
Maybe i'm a typical soul born in the horoscope of a balance.
A Libra.
Constantly weighing the balance of life trying to find the love of my life.
Still believe the perfect relationship of find my soulmate.
For my whole life, i remember all the love i have been through.
Treasuring every relationship i shared before.
Thanking all sincerely, telling each i have once love you truly and completely.
Lost in time, sheer darkness grips me tight.
Every steps weighs down on me.
Draining me physically, mentally, and emotionally.
The only hope i have and look forward too is that light so far away.
Endless path seems to be ahead.
Maybe i'm tired.
Or i'm too tired.
Feeling of giving up seems like an easy way out.
Tempted to reach for it as i can no longer hold on the sight of that light.
Knees grow weak.
I finally drop to my knees.
Only to find, i had been walking on broken glass all this while.
Warm fluid runs down from my knee.
But i can feel no pain.
For the pain from my broken heart numbs all others.
At the verge of giving up everything.
The Beliefs i hold onto so dearly.
Tears streaming down my eyes blurs all vision.
From the corner of my eye, i saw something.
Something unfamiliar yet felt so comforting.
So comforting...