One's life filled with many regrets,
the only different is,
will one repeat it over n over again.
Some view regret as bad.
Well i look at it as,
something that hurts hell alot,
and left a big cut.
Wounds that heals,
yet scars always remains.
Scars that reminds u not to repeat ur mistake,
but try to remember n not do it again.
All this life, i love whole heartedly.
Still my soul mate's not here.
I treasure each one relations,
deep in me,
as they are only memories left.
For now, i have learn how to love.
Love without asking anything in return.
For the happiness lies in loving a person,
remains a mystery.
Others may view me as,
i'm totally losing it.
Have i gone nuts.
Well.. when one knows the feeling,
they will say nothing but just smile.
True enough, when u're in love,
makes u feel like sunshines shinning upon u.
Even on the darkest raining day.
One's mood no longer belongs to themself.
But to the person they chose and hold dearest to.
My love, i may appear to be strong.
i may appear to be cheerful,
but at the end of the day,
it's ur warm smile and hugs,
that i need most.
To warm me up from within,
recharging me with full plague energy,
to face what ever lies ahead.
I know love's never fair.
One's always being love more than the other.
And in return, u may be taken for granted.
Our worlds' so far apart.
Our life's so different.
And i know i'm scare at times.
Afraid of losing myself totally.
For i already know,
i have long pass the line of return.
Now i stand alone,
by the cliff, tied by a thin thread of silk.
That's the only line i have holding me,
between the bottomless fall and life.
There, i stood clinging on.
Clinging on to what i believe in so strongly,
all my life.
Just waiting for your love.
Dearest, i'm waiting.
-Fallen Arch angel-