Today i remember the days of my dives.
Sinking deeper down into the abyss,
hearing nothing but just my heart beat,
surround by the echo of my breathing.
Looking around seeing nothing.
Everywhere i turn just me,
sinking slowly and deeper.
Just like where i am right now,
sinking deeper and deeper into deep thoughts.
Feeling lost? Feeling all alone?
Well i can't answer any of that though.
No doubt, i felt something missing somewhere.
Somethings' just not right, why am i feeling this way?
Have i gone too deep? Too deep to a point of no return?
Leaving me puzzled, i know my limits and where i'm at.
Nights after nights i have confide with myself,
what should i do.
Come to a conclusion, and learned to love without
expecting any in return.
Am i happy? i know i feel whole even from a simple sms,
or a short call.
Those action never failed to put a smile on my face,
or even lighting my heart.
Today, my style of writing is kind of different.
maybe, it's just that..i longer know how to express
my thoughts, everything just went blank.
Felt a sharp pain, yet i'm still feeling lost.
Too many thought flashing through my mind.
Too many sharp pain piercing through my heart.
Too busy clutching my fist close to my heart.
After so long, i have learned love's a wonderful thing.
When a couple, take time to appreciate one another,
taking the opportunity given to learn from each other.
Simply love each other for whom they are and
not what they are made of.
Is loving a person so difficult.
Yes and no.
Yes : Loving a person is difficult,
- when u expect too much for one.
- when u love for what they are make of,
and not what they are.
- When u wanna love them just to own them.
- when u love urself more than the other.
- when all u think about is ur feeling.
- many more.. i'm not gonna say too much,
for i have learn each one of them the hard way
No : Loving a person is easy
- when u love her more than urself.
- when u love her of what she is all about.
- when everything she does, puts a smile on ur face.
- when u love her without any expectation.
- when u feels good by just loving her.
- when u only care for her feeling.
- when u place her infront of everything else.
- when, it's her that u wanna wake up with.
Am i in love, i can only say..
i'm caring for someone more than myself,
the thoughts of her,
place a smile on my face,
her voice calms my heart.
when i see her tears,
it tears my heart.
when i don't hear from her,
i'm lost in abyss.
Never been able to know whether,
am i awake or am i still asleep.
For that someone special.
No matter what u do,
u have my full backing.
No matter what happen,
i'm always behind u.
No matter when and where,
i'm always 30 mins away from u.
i guess i'll be missing u.
Love is so simple, there's not much complication.
Biggest complication lies in humans.
Love with no expectation.
Only for ur smile.