Ever since i open my eyes,
the skies been dark and cold.
Rain drops hitting hard on my face.
Leaving no stain behind,
just carrying along with them my tears.
Seems like mother nature's felt my pain.
A sense of relieve,
came along with the rain.
Knowing i'm not the only one's tearing.
As i walk down the dark lonely path.
A mix feeling of sorrow and hollow,
rushes within me.
Put me to a stand still in the rain,
with mind blank.
Lost in a confused state.
Leaving me in trance.
Floating of into another dimension,
leaving my carcass behind.
Maybe this what a person feels when they die.
Weighing lighter than any air,
floating away from their shell.
Mental death came over me,
leaving my mind so free.
Emotional death calls upon me,
promises eternal bliss.
Physical death refrain me,
telling me it's not my time.
Left me wandering,
does soulmate really exist.
For once in this life time,
i have doubts in everything.
Life seems to be filled with lies,
empty promises and heart aches.
Words loses it's trust value,
for too many had spoken.
Love holds no value,
for too many have taken for granted.
Life contains way too many uncertainties,
for one to have doubts.
Nature have the art of moving in circles.
What comes around,
goes around.
As they may say.
My tears may flows for you,
but never i would look forward to the day,
someone's tears drop for me.
When i close my eyes,
i wish u were here.
When i feel cold,
i only wish you are warm.
When i'm sad,
i pray only for you to be happy.
That's what you ever meant to me.