My senses came back to me, unfamiliar yet comforting.
It's been so long, since i have felt this way.
Somethings that was long lost, never thought...
Yet i found it in u.
It's glowing as if, trying to show me the way.
Dim light flickering, as she floats around me.
Finally i understand what she's trying to tell me.
Floating to a rest on my shoulder, realizing the danger she's risking.
Trying to guide me out of the sheer darkness of life.
Swallowing all beauties and calmness life have to offer.
Yet.. she's risking all that just trying to lead me out.
My heart starts to ache.
Feeling the saddens that have being building up all these years i had fallen.
Just by knowing, there's still one exist.
There, i made a promise to myself.
Never in this life i will let any harm come to her,
for i think i finally found what i have being looking for.
As i pulled myself up to my stand.
The unbearable pain just keep coming, cutting deeper n deeper.
Knowing and aware of all the odds of life against all possiblities.
Pull up a strong front. yet every bit of my heart are tearing.
As i saw the invisible chain, that binded her down.
Unable to break away, from the darkness that have kept her in all these years.
Wondering what's she doing for there's a more beautiful life for her.
Tears drops from my eyes as i realize that,
the chain was binded out of pure compassion for other.
Placing others more than her little tiny self in the cold lonely world of darkness.
My heart shatters.
Unable to explain the pain.
For it cuts more than what i have learn to accept.
The darkness suddenly felt so peaceful and quite,
so inviting for i can never see the lines or the tears from her eyes.
I just embraced her softly in my arms.
Loving her gently.
There i closed my eyes.